I'm tired of people speaking their mind and not listening to mine.

I'm tired of feeling so helpless because of other people.

I'm tired of my heart being broken, no matter the severity.

I'm tired of everyone i love taking me for granted.

I'm tired of worrying about people and not fixing myself.

I'm tired of anyone who thinks that I'm weak.

I'm just tired.
(Literally. I haven't slept)


I want my life to be mine!!!
It's always been about other people and when I had Damien, I realized that it's not about other people. I've spent so much of my life worried about what people thought. And now that I'm a mom, I actually stopped to think for myself. Because people make mistakes... and I don't want to make someone else's.
I want a fun and wonderful life for my little boy...
I don't want him to grow up poor and abused...
I want him to know he doesn't need drugs...
I want him to feel that no matter what...


His mommy will always be there for him.


When I was pregnant,
No matter how hard things were.
No matter how stressed I became.
No matter how lost I was.

I knew.

That I always had Damien.
And I always will.